Sifting Through the Rubble

Written by Hollye Dexter

December 23, 2016

Lately, I’ve been sifting through the rubble of what was my former optimistic self, trying to figure out what to make of what I’m filled with since the election, which is mostly this: pain and suffering and despair.

Pain is real, and should be acknowledged. Pain tells me to pull my hand out of the fire. Pain tells me to do something…NOW. Pain should be acted upon.

Suffering is self-created: a choice. Suffering happens when I resist what is. Suffering isn’t noble. It doesn’t help me, and it doesn’t help anyone around me. Suffering keeps me trapped in pain.
 

Despair is when I search outside myself for hope and, finding none, I believe that hope doesn’t exist. Despair isn’t real.

So here’s what I make of these messy emotions: We are entering a dark era. The only way I get through this is to ditch the suffering and despair, and act on the pain. I can’t look for someone else to save me. I’ve got to find hope inside of myself first, and let it build. I have to connect to every other flicker of hope I find, and create networks of hope. I have to appreciate every tiny beautiful moment; a cat sleeping in my lap, a kind word from a stranger, an extraordinary sunset…and let those tiny moments carry me until the rest of the world reflects light again.

The light will return. Maybe not now, maybe not soon…but it will return. That much I know.
It returns, because we create it. 

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